Oh the shit that this will bring me. I told you that that damn ass doc wanted me to opst every so often. However, I have found that I just can't force myself to degrade myself to such hysterionics. But, last week, I have to say that people are really stupid and they just keep getting stupider. So, I have this friend (pardon the wide use of this word) who find that she can't do what she wants because she is hampered by her own self doubts. Honey, if you are so fortunate to realize that fact...go see a shrink and then go for it. Sometimes, people are just chicken-shit little bastards who can't get themselves to be who they should be. Every week, such reminders of stupidity. And, that friend that I told you about with the frickin' "relationship?" Well, I haven't seen him since the engagement. Oh yea...they got engaged. Can you believe it? I mean, the bastard up and took the dive. Stupid...

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